Bedouin: I Am

Hello

Hello Hi

Hello Hi This is my goodbye

Hello Hi This is my goodbye, That every time I say hello

Hello Hi This is my goodbye, That every time I say hello, I'm forced to say goodbye.

This will be my curse

Goodbye

Hello

Goodbye.

Here are all my secrets

Here are all my secrets, before I pass on by

Here are all my secrets, before I pass on by, Hello goodbye hello

Goodbye fair-well hello.

Hi

Hello

Adieu

Adieu My time has come to go.

Adieu My time has come to go. Has it been 6 years yet ?

Has it been 6 years yet ? if so then I must go.

Born of desert sands

The bedouin that I am,

Bound to this cycle.

Goodbye

Hello

Goodbye

This will be my curse

I'm forced to say goodbye, That every time I say hello, This is my goodbye Hello Hi

That every time I say hello, This is my goodbye Hello Hi

This is my goodbye Hello Hi

Hello Hi

Hello.

The Joke Behind The Tears That Fell.

Who are we kidding,

I am just a kid.

With nothing to lose,

and nothing to give.

But please,

leave my memory alone,

I cant see another man's tongue down your throat.

I cant see another man's arm by your side.

Call it immature

I call it pride.

I call it pride.

Give me just this.

After all I am just a kid.

Who am I kidding,

thats all a lie,

I am a man,

indeed full of pride.

If its another man you want, then go right ahead.

Nothing is stopping you, replace me in bed.

Replace me with clothes

Replace me with shoes,

He will never look as good as I do.

Because I am a man, who grew from a boy,

I know what pain is,

and I'm not a toy.

Who are you kidding,

You know the truth,

We both play hard to get,

a tango takes two,

we are moving on,

a new day's anew.

Yet my heart is still broken,

damned as a fool.

for no one but you

for no one but you

for no one,

but you

insist on him too.

I was once sweet to you.

I am the same flavor

but your palette has changed.

it's all you can handle,

or so you say.

"Who am I kidding,

I am just a kid

jealous of your ability

to have someone to kiss."

Wouldn't You ?

You would think

that saying goodbye

would get easier

after its said a thousand times.

You would think, wouldn't you.

You would think

that being alone

would make you grow

stronger

and not weaker

You would think, wouldn't you.

And being seen

as an outsider

must sound appealing

to an insider.

And being called

different

as a form

of complement

You would, wouldn't you.

Have you ever felt muted

Like you cannot speak

but not because you can't

but because you can't

because others won't let you

because what you speak

is not what they want to hear

rather what they fear

to admit.

This is you, isn't it.

Have you ever felt broken

like a thousand pieces worth

but not because you fell

but because you fell

in love

with a broken heart

ten thousand pieces of which

you could not fix

This is I , isn't it.

Would you feel ignored

if seen as ignorant

but not because you are ignorant

but because of ignorance

being seen

as bliss-

full

of solitude

of this you have felt, haven't you.

The feeling when

you leave people

at home

but not because you are going out

but because you are leaving

for long.

have you ever felt distance

between your right

and wrong,

between your heart

and mind,

science

and

soul

This is us, isn't it.

You would think

that a call for attention

would become silent

after a sign

of affection,

one should think, shouldn't they.

and of this, what do you think ?

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You would think

that saying goodbye

would get easier

after its said a thousand times.

Well it's not.